JOURNAL

  • 10/30/24 - i could have sworn i wrote earlier but i guess im stupid and imaged that whole thing, anywyays im curently skipping class because i havent even started on the assignment and the teacher wants to check what we have PLOT TWIST i have nothinggg. but ill try my best to get it done at some point cause i dont really wanna fail, that would suck ass, i dont know anything about video editing so yea, i still have like two other assignments i havent started whoops. ermmm i dont kniw nothing super awesome has happened in my life so far tbh, pretty boring. just how i like it
  • 10/29/24 - I went to comic-con this saturday with my friend and her family, i got dressed up as chicken little cause i thought it'd be funny, to me at least. I was a couple people from my college but im so awkward. erm i was pretty mentally exhausted after, there was so many people i was constatly in contact or almost in contact with someone and that realllyyyy sucked but overall i had a good time, i got a bunch of cool stuff and the car ride didnt feel to long either which was nice. I dont feel like im here today LOL i feel like my brain isnt taking in any inforation, i really gotta clean my room, ill probably do it today its gonna be beatiful
  • 10/25/24 - i tried to draw today but my brain wasnt working, think i need to start practicing again, i dont wanna lose my skillzzzzz i dunno i'll probably try to do that tonight since im not going to sleep anytime soon, but knowing me that is a lie and im going to keep working on this dumb website, although i think thats why i cant focus on art cause im kinda obssesed with this at the momment
  • 10/24/24 - I find it hard to message/talk to people, even people who are my friends, I also find it hard to tell who is my friend LOL, im mostly scared of saying the wrong things, I used to do that a lot as a kid which would get me in trouble or made me disliked by others. I think that kept happening till I was in 11th grade and I tried my best to be perfect, talking to people was easier until I got tired, now im back to my normal self and hardly ever answer messages mostly of people I like, i dont wanna scare away the people around me so i try to keep things short with them, which is most likely why i cant keep friends LOL. I wish life came with a rule book so I could read it and know what to do all the time. It's thundering or at least it sounds like it which fun fact im actually scared of thunder or lightning I cant remember things like that. also this wasnt a sad thing, i just enjoy solitude and im awkard so i prefer to avoid messages even if it causes mild trouble in my social life
  • 10/22/24 - Butter vomited today, he's fine but it was absolutly disgusting!!! he ate too fast and starting running around and threw upp EVERYTHING in a giant clump, but dont worry he's fine now, very healthy boy, a bit silly but i love him so much